Well.....I'm not doing a very good job of keeping this blog updated, now am I. Don't worry, you're not missing much.....I've been trying to hang low, and stay under every ones radar. Plus I've had the kids everyday this summer, and they just wear me out:)

I did go back to the GYNs and she gave me a prescription for birth control.....and I have Not been able to bring myself to take a pill. I got the script filled, and it's sitting right on my dresser, but my mind tells me to flush them! I just don't want to go through the shift in hormones again........my heart doesn't like it, and I have a Big suspicion that it was the Lupron that crapped it out in the first place, so now that they're telling me to take something similar....I just can't. I do understand why they want me to take it though....they don't want any New cysts to develop on that ovary. But doesn't it seem stupid to keep my ovary because I need those hormones, if I'm only going to shut it down?? I dunno??? I'm kinda just over it, ya know!

Next month I have an appointment with someone who specializes in Dysautonomia, and I'm excited! It will be nice to talk to someone who will understand what I'm talking about. And hopefully he can help me make a better decision about the hormones........