My mind is going to fast for me to keep up.

When you wake up crying, you know it's going to be a rough day! Would you believe I laid down "for just a minute" last night around 5......and didn't wake back up until 6 this morning. Yup! I was exhausted! And I don't think I would of gotten up at 6 if it hadn't of been for Otis in my face telling me he was hungry. Also missed my meds last night, so my heart's a little icky this morning.... And then to add insult to injury....

Let me tell you a funny story. So I got my new TENS machine in the mail this past week, and decided this morning that I would get it out, and read the book. It's not the same one I had before, this one has A Lot more buttons on it. So.....my back has been killing me (I think the cyst on my ovary is bleeding again, cause it's the exact same pain I was having last year) anyways.....where was I? Oh...The new machine, So I hooked it up, and got it going and laid down for the next hour. When it came time to turn it off.....I turned the dial the wrong way and about flew off the couch. HOLY COW! Does this little box have a lot of power! Almost reminded me of one of those ablations I had. Good God! I hope I never do that again. LOL< Yes, it's OK to laugh....I did, How dumb was that!?! So now that I'm shaking....... Lets get down to business!

I'm still on the lawyer hunt. Found one 2 hours away that at least took the time to explain stuff to me. I've got a lot to do this week to try and 'get it together'.......if I can find the energy. It makes it hard when you have blood pressure issues to get up and do things all the time. And if I'm right~ that cyst on my ovary is back- but then again, it may have never gone away, and it may just be bleeding again, and if I'm right about that then I've got a migraine coming soon, too. You see......I still have one ovary. Everything else was taking out over a period of time. I ovulate, but I don't have a monthly visitor, you follow. (Sorry to get personal) So I have to guess to when my cycle is, by the symptoms I'm having. And I've tried to write it down to find a pattern, but there isn't one, So I'm left to guess. My point here, is that I hope this doesn't create a problem for me................I need all the energy I can get right now.

Well.....I felt like writing, but I find myself censoring way too much, so I guess that may be it for now......But then again.......

OK...Here's an after thought.........Looking at my last post I see that it has been about a month since my last migraine...... So maybe there is a pattern......